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Post by Chibiwonton on May 28, 2003 1:24:26 GMT -5
oh, now i want to know how that guy actually made you hate him so much. i mean, he does sound good and everything, but suddenly making you hate him so much must be a really big shock.
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Post by M-Chan on May 28, 2003 22:52:44 GMT -5
GOOD GAWD... this guy had problems.. big problems.. jus cause you ditched him he didn't have to start a freaking fire!! what the hell was he thinking?!
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 29, 2003 0:03:51 GMT -5
So you guys understand now.
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Post by M-Chan on May 29, 2003 0:09:46 GMT -5
yes fully... *glomps ultima*
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 29, 2003 0:19:38 GMT -5
Oh well, so I never trusted anyone after that...never had a friend...ppl afterwards often use me for bagging trophies, hw, and projects and I gave up in trying. Can u blame me?
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Post by M-Chan on May 29, 2003 0:21:36 GMT -5
not all of us are like that... you always will come across those types of people in life, but you can't ever give up... but i don't blame you... but keep trying one day you'll be truly happy.. and you'll look back and jus smile. (eep i'm talking nonsense again must get some sleep ><)
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 29, 2003 0:57:26 GMT -5
I know, it's just that...I keep remembering my past friends. They stood by me until the end...makes me feel guilty you know...I keep telling myself, If only I wasn't weak then, or I hadn't been so stupid not knowing there was smoke all along...I admit I'm a dweller of my past, and I don't know how to let go. Big fat problem. Great. And I have this dream of becoming a manga creator or something, but once I hold to a pencil it all comes back to me...Should I change my dreams...? Even writing's no use. So I barely progress in those fields...
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Post by M-Chan on May 29, 2003 21:31:19 GMT -5
you always will dwell on the times that you've done something wrong or you were too weak... but one thing is that you can never change it... the only thing you can do is live and outdo that and let yourself become stronger.
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Post by M-Chan on May 30, 2003 14:10:48 GMT -5
don't try to dwell on the past too much, or you'll jus be stuck in an endless guilt trip.. jus don't let it stop yourself.
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 30, 2003 22:32:03 GMT -5
That's like telling me to stop eating double-cheese nachos.
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Post by M-Chan on May 31, 2003 0:18:05 GMT -5
don't worry... you'll gradually start opening yourself again.. but of course you need time to heal ne?
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 31, 2003 2:50:56 GMT -5
I thought I said to you guys once I am alone for eight years, still counting?
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Post by M-Chan on May 31, 2003 2:59:39 GMT -5
do something about that.. seriously... but anywho you got us!
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 31, 2003 3:57:56 GMT -5
Okay, how should I do this...visit his grave or something? I can't visit a therapist, he'll just invade my privacy! Great...my hands are all bloody from using that knife (I play with knives whenever I get into a bad mood. No joke here)
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Post by M-Chan on May 31, 2003 14:53:26 GMT -5
O.O i'll be your therapist! *puts on a suit* i'm here to listen ^^
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