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Post by Garnet17th on May 24, 2003 14:10:04 GMT -5
he's dead and you want to screw his life up?? ok that didn't make any sence!
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 25, 2003 1:31:17 GMT -5
Lol, I lost my sense a long time ago. Pardon me ;D But I can't help it! Okaay, can I break it into mini-msgs? I really need serious meditation here or else I'd lose it again...it happened lots of times before and I almost killed myself so please bear with it  Ok, I have this group of friends I really love, and I've been with them since I was 2. Then this guy sorta appeared and he tried to make friends with me. He was pretty nice and fun, so I wanted to let him in our group, but he didn't get along much with my other friends. So whenever I don't go to my group, I spend time with him. Get the pic? I'm a little confusing...^^ Ok, more meditation b4 I comtinue...or else...Sorry for hanging like this! (I'm starting to shake and all...oh no...) |
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Post by M-Chan on May 25, 2003 1:56:11 GMT -5
don't worry we'll be here to listen... i sorta kinda guess where its heading but i rather here the rest from you
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Fuuko
Amateur Otaku
"Destiny awaits no one"
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Post by Fuuko on May 25, 2003 6:10:07 GMT -5
Hmm... sounds interesting! Keep going, we won't babble or bluff about it. And like... this guy's kinda nice but how did he screwed up your life?
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 25, 2003 6:59:49 GMT -5
*breathes fire* "NICE"?! *takes a deep breath* Ugh...lost it again... Okay, I'll continue. Well, yeah, actually, he WAS nice, sweet, funny, and very thoughtful. Used to give me bears and keychains every day  One party some kid bullied me (I was weak then) and he stood up to me, saying he's my girl and he should get to him first. The kid DID beat him up good. But I was very impressed at what he did. Since then we got even closer. If we were older then we would have been boy-girlfriend or whatever they call it. But like I said before, my friends and him didn't exactly get along well. He kept telling me I should ditch them and all--saying I deserve a lot better, and we usually end up in fights because of it. I don't know whether he was overprotective or just plain jealous. You know? And one time it got serious. I gotta stop here... |
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Post by Chibiwonton on May 25, 2003 17:29:13 GMT -5
wow...so you were good friends with him before? he must've shocked you in some way to make you hate him so much. . .
you can tell us as much as you want, though we all might want to know what's bothering you so much...but then, i hope you can feel better and get over him, since he is dead already right?
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Post by M-Chan on May 25, 2003 21:20:57 GMT -5
*sigh* that would be sweet if a guy did that for me.. *sweatdrops* i'm not helping am i?
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 25, 2003 23:43:16 GMT -5
No ;D
I wish I could, Chibi-san, but since the bastard's (sorry for my words) dead, I have this feeling of "unfinished business".
Sorry for the cliffhanger, Garnet-san ^^;; I slammed my head on a tree to make myself calmer since I'm turning demonic again...Man, that felt good ;D;;;
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Post by Chibiwonton on May 25, 2003 23:46:08 GMT -5
well, i guess that bastard really is a bastard! since his dead soul is still haunting him! What else does he want from you anyways? I mean, GO AND REST IN PEACE ALREADY!!
haha, i don't get why i'm overreacting though...but did it help?
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 26, 2003 1:26:25 GMT -5
Er...I meant ME having unfinished business ^^;; Him?...maybe...if he even CARES, that son of a &^%#$#@$^#@%#!!  Wow, that helped me vent my anger on my PC! Thanx anyway, Chibi-san ;D |
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Post by Chibiwonton on May 26, 2003 17:52:11 GMT -5
lol, you're welcome to vent your anger anytime, even though it was quite funny!
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Post by Calliston on May 26, 2003 20:53:08 GMT -5
Don't stress so much over him being dead, and with all your unfinished business, and besides, just because it ended with an argument doesn't mean your friendship didn't happen. I'm sure... that someday, it would be possible to forgive the past.
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Post by M-Chan on May 26, 2003 21:30:48 GMT -5
yea i agree... but you'll grow stronger right? not like you're strong enough ultima lol.. *glomps*
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Post by Archangel_Dream on May 27, 2003 8:18:25 GMT -5
Uh...it didn't exactly end in an argument, Calliston-san...I'll promise to tell you as soon as a tweak a "few" words *looks at her notepad full of rabid words* Few, my foot...Need to rewrite everything or else this'll be hate thread or something, which it already is XD...
Well, honestly, I have a lot to be grateful for. I mean, he taught me EVERYTHING! I learned to draw, to write poems, to make novels, and we did an original anime-style novel together (I'm still holding to it and trying to finish)! It really pains me...he made me feel so alive and so helpless at the same time...
I'm strong...Wish I am what you guys think of me...I think I only am like this to cover myself...to be part of everything else...but it doesn't make me feel any better. If I become true to my feelings, I beat everything up. I'm stuck! I don't know what to do, you know?
At least my anger here in some way cheers someone up lol ;D
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Post by M-Chan on May 27, 2003 21:49:38 GMT -5
don't worry if you turn this into a hate thread, just let it all out, no matter how bitchy it may sound.
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One party some kid bullied me (I was weak then) and he stood up to me, saying he's my girl and he should get to him first. The kid DID beat him up good. But I was very impressed at what he did. Since then we got even closer. If we were older then we would have been boy-girlfriend or whatever they call it.
